I really didn’t think I would get here after such a disastrous cycle, so I’m still pretty excited to be pupo at all.
I can’t remember much about how I felt last time. I am an expert at building an internal wall so hard around my worries that I can even convince myself that I am fine, so I imagine that’s exactly what I did then too. I have a vague memory of sudden bouts of mind crushing anxiety at the thought of it not working. How would we change clinics? How much longer would it take? How much would it cost? Oh God, I can’t cope with anymore of this, IT’S BEEN TOO LONG ALREADY!!
Anyway, the idiot is still alive and pupo again, 8 long, depressing months later. I played Symptom Watch last time, which was extremely boring since I had no symptoms (other than progesterone side effects, which are trixty* mean bitches). I decided to play a new game this time, Test Out The Trigger, which as it turned out was equally as boring. I did a test on Wednesday (7 days post trigger shot) and the little fecker had gone already. I’ve run out of pupo related game ideas now.
This week has gone very quickly indeed, largely thanks to the plague which has pretty much kept me a shivering, achy, weepy mess confined to bed since Sunday. I am feeling (relatively) human again today, thank goodness, so hopefully I is on the mend.
Sorry, this is all boring and I haven’t even got anything fun to report because I’ve barely ventured outside for a week. If you are bursting to ask me the question, “Are you going to test early?”, my answer is, “I bought 20 tests for £2 from Amazon.” My clinic have the latest OTDs I have ever heard of (17 days after egg collection). There is a whole lotta POAS fun to be had before then.
If you are Jenny and you just skim read this to the end, I’ll leave you with a summary: good call; no exciting pupo news whatsoever (as expected); trigger shot is out (ruined my game); I’m recovering slowly from the plague; I don’t like progesterone side effects; I’m highly likely to test early irrespective of
whoever tells me off whatever advice I am given.
*made up word