Since starting stims I’ve been an exhausted, weepy, miserable, bloated, gnarled, fraying bag of Go Away. Nothing has changed and as such, nothing fits me. I’m certain this has nowt to do with pregnancy and everything to do with Go Away syndrome coupled with all the drugs and long periods of time sat on my arse/asleep. I went shopping yesterday to cheer my fat Go Away face like a smacked arse up and bought some new stretchy clothes that I can wriggle into (black knitted tights, stretchy mini skirt – sounds worse than it looks – and a colourful stripy jumper). I am wearing them now. Just thought you’d like to know.
Main news from today is… beta is a whopping 15700! Safe to say little bb is doing it’s thing so far.
It’s taken another 15 months of IVF, countless injections, drugs, tears, cancelled cycles and far, far, far too much money, but I’m finally pregnant again and officially 5w5d today.
My viability scan is on 5th November. I really don’t want a repeat of last time.
I feel like I’m going to be holding my breath for another 2 weeks. Come on little bb, come on. Please be the bestest Christmas present ever.